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Oct 03 2018

The Other

My heart aches and hurts
The hatred of the Other is just everywhere
In hearts, in words, in news, across the globe
In the fabric of the past
In the trajectory of the future

I so need a respite from hatred of the Other
From the darkness of the fear around me
From the active hatred of those who are seemingly different
From the unexamined actions of the fearful
From the harmful experiences of one against another

We are from the same cloth, the same Light, the same Oneness
But bitter darkness comes from within you
It is externally aimed but inwardly cultivated
The we-ness and the they-ness continually fed
A well worn path of judgement, costing all in body

Seek within, seek the Light, seek Forgiveness
Seek to clear the anger, the fear, and the pride
Consuming you and all you come into contact with
This is not your true self
Only a step along your eternal path

This too shall pass if you make it so
Profoundly enter Silence, be Kindness, hold Peace
These paths lead to healing
Lead to release from fear and terror
Lead to another way to move forward

There is really, truly, no Other
Their seeming presence is for our learning
We get to learn these lessons
Lifetime after lifetime
Varied circumstances, same lessons

We come here to heal the we-ness, they-ness
Take this up with yourself
Stop the madness around you
Seek Peace and Forgiveness
Begin to love yourself within and loving the Other will follow

Jan 18 2018

Free Will Trauma Energy

We all have free will. You have full ownership of your free will and the right to express it in ways acceptable to you. You can live any way you want to, with any beliefs you hold, and any behaviors you want to exhibit. There are consequences to all choices you make, of course, some wonderful and some difficult. However, no one can take your free will away from you. You are the sole creator of your free will governing how you live.

However, what if you are experiencing repeated chronic illness, imbalance, failure, or heart break? What if the experiences of your life are not what you truly want? Could free will impact these areas? One usually tries to get help from friends, doctors, therapists, drugs, physical healing, different life partners, different work settings, different places to live, when there are chronic challenges. With enough repetition of undesirable patterns though, you eventually have to look within for an explanation as to what you might be doing or carrying to contribute to your undesirable situations.

Free will is something you create and therefore something you can change if you are aware of it. When chronic imbalances are present and perhaps expanding, there is often trauma energy connected to your free will. Free will trauma energy is a mindset you have that is not in Right Relationship with All That Is and is causing repeating trauma in your present life. Chronic imbalances are beckoning you to look inside and figure out what is not serving you. What free will energy are you carrying which is causing trauma over and over again in your present life?

Grace had chronic blame energy regarding her husband’s behavior. She was repeatedly blaming him for things that went wrong from travel plans to the performance of their cars. She would apologize most times when there was an outburst but the behavior persisted for years. Her husband was resentful of the constant blame and wanted a divorce and they divorced. In her second marriage, Grace’s blame energy persisted with her second husband. She was fearful of another divorce over her husband feeling constantly blamed. When she cleared for free will trauma energy manifesting as blame of her husband and others, Grace’s blame behavior stopped. She was able to completely heal from blaming others.

Free Will trauma energy keeps you from healing, changing, making good decisions, coming into balance, and feeling joyful. Why have you never heard of this? Free will trauma energy does not live in our conscious energy. It resides in the unconscious and supra-conscious (soul) levels and runs you from the background, day in and day out. If you feel insufficient, unlovable, or anxious repeatedly, you are probably carrying free will trauma energy causing these symptoms. Further, the feelings are stuck in an energy field unknown to you. In all likelihood you experienced these strong feelings in the past either in this lifetime or a previous one.The feelings or thoughts continue to cause havoc in your field until you recognize their presence and cast them out.

Here is a list of possible types of free will trauma energy manifesting in humans’ lives to get you started thinking about what possible free will trauma energy you may be carrying.

Free Will Trauma Energy manifesting as:

inability to forgive oneself
ego
pain and suffering
dislike of self
distrust of Divine source
taking on other’s pain and suffering
inability to heal from any specific ailment( cancer, migraines, autoimmune diseases, alzheimer’s, infertility ,etc.),
anxiety
having insufficient time
feeling unlovable
feeling overwhelmed
feeling insufficient
judgement of others
Self-punishment
fear of those different from ourselves
rage
self-delusions
insomnia
blaming others
inability to attract a good mate
inability to give and receive sexual intimacy
undeserving of goodness
never doing enough
feeling like a failure
determined to have something manifest in a specific way no matter what

If you suspect one or more of these areas causing imbalances in your live, use the following. Use a pendulum (if proficient in this) to check if you are accurate in your intuition. Otherwise make an educated guess and clear anyway!

For beginning Six-Step Healing Protocol users

1. Use the Six-Step Healing Protocol for the following.
2. Use Free Will trauma energy manifesting as ___________ ( use one from the above list or name your own) for step 3 as the imbalance being addressed.
3. Give thanks for the help of those working with you.

For proficient Six-Step Healing Protocol users, click here

For those who have been using Six-Step Healing Protocol for 2 years or more

1. Open Sacred Space
2. I call for Divine Healing Protocol for Free Will trauma energy manifesting as ___________ ( use one from the above list or name your own)
3. Give thanks for the help of those working with you.

Dec 07 2017

Why isn’t my sore toe healing?

I have called in healing for my sore toe and it does not seem to be healing (three weeks later). I have already done antibiotics and other things that have not worked. Any suggestions?

It works best to try again to determine where the blocked energy could be regarding the sore toe. The important thing to remember is that your call for healing has ALWAYS been heard but there may be other blocked energies that you have not addressed keeping you from receiving the healing you want regarding your toe. This occurs because you have Free Will that no Divine Being can override ever without your permission to specifically address certain issues.

For example, your sore toe may not be healing due to your inability to receive spiritual healing. This could be the case, especially if the blocked energy is in the unconscious or supra-conscious level. You would not even be aware of such blocked energy but your toe could still be affected by that unhealed energy. If you carry doubt that you can receive spiritual healing, “spiritual healing doubt trauma energy” needs to come into balance before you can receive the healing you have called in. Use the language in quotes above when calling for that to clear from your field. You could have no conscious idea this is in your field if it resides in the unconscious or supra-conscious level.

Another situation might be that the toe is sore due to an imbalance in your leg, foot or ankle on the same side. The sore toe can be a message to you that something larger is out of balance. In this situation, you could try to determine if you have an imbalance higher up in the foot or leg that is showing up in your toe. You might call for healing for your (left) foot, toe, leg bones and knee imbalances trauma energy showing up as your left sore toe.

Another approach is to think of other core issues that could cause the soreness in your toe. You could clear for any virus or infection trauma energy that is present or affecting the sore toe.

When healing does not occur, it is most frequently because we have not fully identified the core issue affecting our toe. Sometimes I try the following in Sacred Space. “I am calling in the needed information for the core issues affecting my (sore toe) so that it can heal.” I will often then get clues or hints of what is basically out of balance and then proceed with healing for whatever is given. However, this may not come exactly when I am asking for this type of help. It may come a few days later. Information given could be that the toe is fractured, that the shoes you are wearing are re-hurting the toe daily, that a nerve has been affected or that your toe is out of alignment and that is what needs to be addressed.

Stay with the process using Sacred Space and you will be guided to what you need to address in order for the sore toe to fully heal. I caution you against assuming that you are not being heard or not worthy of healing. This is rarely the case. When something does not heal it means that there is still more blocked energy we have not addressed that needs addressing before the specific body part can heal.

(For more information, see Chapter 12: Deconstructing Imbalances in The Six-Step Spiritual Healing Protocol)

Sep 23 2010

Angel Energy

The word “angel” immediately brings an image to my mind. I see white gossamer fabric with wings and light everywhere.

I know I hold this image in my mind to help me imagine something I don’t see with my eyes. I also like artists’ visions of cherubs through the centuries. Those wee beings with round, chubby bodies, whimsical eyes, sweet smiles, suspended in space. I am quite fine with all of these images as far as they go.

What I really love though is Angel Energy. Angel Energy is a vibration experience that always brings Peace and Joy to me. For me, Angel Energy is like entering a warm kitchen with bread baking which fills my whole body with delightful anticipation. That energy at times also feels similar to sitting in a light room with gently penetrating wattage moving through my body. Angel energy sometimes reminds me of totally relaxing and being swung in a hammock on a sunny, warm day. Or at times it feels like turning a corner and amazingly finding that something that has been so hard to deal with has gone away and is complete, whole and perfect.

Working with Angels, requires our conscious choice to invite these loving beings into our energy field. This is consciousness exploration work. Serious risk and serious gain are both possibilities. The serious risk is that we will ask for help, hoping for a specific outcome and miss the outcome that is given. The serious gain is that we ask for specific help with a given situation and everything about the situation resolves itself in ways we recognize and acknowledge.

The serious risk situation carries with it the possibility that in not getting the result we desire, we will give up on Angel Energy. The serious gain situation carries with it the possibility of never being able to return to a former state of disbelief about Angels. When we know Angels are real energy beings and available to us, our whole orientation to infinite possibility changes.

Working with Angels is extraordinarily delightful business with a range of amazingly possible outcomes. You might try connecting with your Angels who are always available, 24-7, and who are always deeply interested in what you may need and how they might help you.

The number one comment Angels make to humans is that we don’t ask enough, for support and guidance which they are lovingly ready to give us. I work with Divine Energy everyday and I still forget to make specific requests for Angel help with some aspects of my life. However, I have never asked for Angel Energy and not received help. That is the best recommendation I can give for inviting you to give your Angel Energy more focus and attention. Wonderful, amazing results await you.

A few things may help facilitate this relationship. As we have free will, we actually have to invite Angels into our energy space in specific ways to help us. One might say something like, “I give permission for my Angels to work with me today, with every aspect of my day”. This request is too general to allow for partnering with Angels on the quality of the day. You could change this request to something like this. ” I request Angel Energy to help me to stay on time through the day and to meet all the requirements I have to attend to with grace and ease. ”

Another way to work with the Angels is to say out loud, “I request Angel support with the relationships in the group I am facilitating today, for the highest benevolent outcome for all”. I did this recently and later I heard from three people that the meeting had been special for them. I knew that my Angels and I had been working together. The concept here is partnering rather than being granted a wish or hope. We do all we can towards the positive goal we are seeking while also enlisting Angelic help.

A request for Angel Energy needs to be a specific request for help regarding a time, place, situation, relationship, or outcome. This way the contract is clear as to how you would like their help in your life.

You might also try imagining Angels as huge energy masses of intelligent loving rather than in human like forms. Our visual images can initially help us to feel comfortable with seeking this support and help. However, staying with these defined humanoid forms of Angelic presence may seriously limit our understanding of their scope, power, love and their ubiquitous presence. As we hold forms in our minds, we naturally apply human characteristics to Angels. Imagine Angel Energy moving through the air, through human bodies, through buildings and across space dimensions. Expand your boundaries for these truly extraordinary Light Beings. They are always be available and open to helping us, no matter what we need.

Aug 17 2010

The Dark or The Absence of Light? Part 2

*Read The Dark or The Absence of Light: Part One

We can choose to be afraid or trusting. We can choose to be selfish or generous. We can choose to be welcoming or restrained. Each and every choice we make for the goodness of the greater whole produces more balance. Each and every choice we make which is not for the goodness of the greater whole produces more imbalance.

The greater the imbalance we feel within ourselves, the greater these imbalances manifest in our lives. There is however no dark entity of dark power to be reckoned with sometimes known as the dark side. We can know we are connected in one part of our lives to the Light and we can feel disconnected in other parts of our lives from the Light. In my case, I was very surprised that I felt attacked by something I envisioned as dark energy. I had not felt that fearful energy for years and years and yet there it was showing its ugly head right after our car accident. (spoken about in part 1)

Regardless of where we are in our journey, what we feel, see, sense, and experience is a reflection of the choice to be connected to the Light or the choice to be separated from the Light. This leads us back to the accident.

Why did that accident really happen to us? I kept asking this in my mind and had a hard time not getting an immediate answer. I wondered if I had attracted that accident to us through some means, if I needed to pay a karmic debt that I was not aware of, or if I was being attacked by the dark. I gave a lot of power to this last thought.

There are multiple true answers to this question. Each of us involved, my husband, the truck driver, and me experienced this same accident for different reasons. I now feel that I had this accident to give me a chance to directly face my deeply hidden fear about some force I thought of as the dark. This was not something I might take a Sunday afternoon to contemplate! As with most of us, I would probably always choose to engage in something else, anything else, actually. I needed a deeply shocking experience to go into my own darkness and wrestle my way through all of that old stuck energy.

Next Dimension by By h.koppdelaney- Hartwig HKD

Even though I slogged through the darkness after the accident, I sensed the minute we were hit, at some unconscious level, that we were not hurt. Immediately after the impact, I was led to pray for the complete and total healing of our fear from our energy fields. I felt an insulating energy drop in around us as the accident occurred and as the investigation was taking place. I also had the dawning thought with increasing certainty that the impact of the truck’s energy on our van was buffered by Divine Presence. We were surrounded immediately by that Divine Energy of Light. We were protected from harm’s way.

This experience of the Divine Presence with us at the accident continued to be present while I wrestled with my own created fear of the darkness. That powerful knowing just stayed within my energy field through all my stages of anger, frustration, uncertainly and questioning I felt I needed to feel. During one phase of my deeply questioning and anger tinged state about this accident, I asked about all the times I had been killed from this dimension. I was told the number. Then immediately following this exchange I heard, “but you agreed to that”. I started to laugh knowing deeply that this was true. Further, if this is true for me, then it is true for every one of us. Even the “innocent bystander” leaves when it is his or her time to leave. At the same time, an innocent bystander does not leave before it is his or her time either.

Yet the question remains, why do some come here and physically suffer and others come and mentally or emotionally suffer? Our entire journey is about coming into balance within our own energy. When we begin to experience this inside, it begins to manifest all around us in all our affairs. Many of the challenges, problems, conflicts, situations we get into are a result of imbalances we have chosen in our lives. If we need to “atone” or re-balance, from some past transgression we have caused, we have infinite ways that we can do that in a lifetime.

Balanced Rocks by By squarewithin- Matthew Trentacost

Parts of our lives can appear like suffering until we get that we are One with the Light and that we are being given our specific life circumstances so that deep imbalances in our human selves can be re-balanced with the Love of the Universe. We may also have a life in which we are given the option of being here in illness or disability as a way to re-balance some huge transgression of our past or as a way to develop compassion for ourselves and others, or as an example of living with joy and grace with our disability for others to learn from.

We are given whatever we need to come into a more loving and whole space with All That Is. We cannot judge by appearances for ourselves or for others. There is a Divine and Holy Order within this Earth dimension even though we may not be able to discern it. The process of re-balancing for the Goodness of the Whole is taking place, all the time for all people everywhere.

If you think you have brought imbalances, fears and transgressions of the past with you, you can work them out before you are required to do so, in some totally WAKE UP fashion. I recommend all the preemptive work we can do to clear the darkness, fear and imbalance we feel inside ourselves.

You can pray and ask forgiveness for all the people you have hurt throughout all space and time.
You can ask for all the debts of imbalance you have brought about in your times of separation from the Light to be made whole in all ways by Divine Grace.
You can literally call in the healing energy of the Light for all those you have specifically hurt.
You can call for the fear of anything you know you are facing to be consumed by the Light of God/All That Is.

Of course, one has to have the feeling that restoring balance is important. We are loved beyond all measure but knowing that at the soul level requires our acting in this energy. We need to embrace the fact that we can clear our old stagnant energies and past misdeeds by calling for this to happen.

We have to embrace a new intention for being here, one that embraces that all living is for the purpose of healing and thereby for coming into the Energy of the One, the Whole, the Eternal Community of Life. Then all is possible.

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