chronic illness | Robbins Hopkins

Mar 13 2020

Humility and Sacred Journeys

I don’t remember when there had been so many miracles
That I had to change my way of thinking and living
I had to open my closed mind and make a different choice
And let the Divine Energy fill my place of knowing

For a long time, I stayed in a place of skepticism
Unable to fully put my energy and faith into a loving God
Unable to let my guard down and go with the flow
Unwilling to believe because I might be dead wrong

I suspect that the Divine was working on me a good long time
I remember when I was a small girl in church at communion
Making a scene when I was told I was too little to partake
I pitched a fit saying that “God was for all of us”

I felt snubbed and reacted with audacious fervor
Feeling truly mistreated that I could not taste God’s body
Perhaps I was already looking for proof of God’s energy then
And I had just been barred from learning more

Years passed and I called continuous daily pain to my body
I did not understand I was doing that or why
The pain in my body masked the denial I was working with
It gave me something to always deal with daily that was undeniable

Now I know about previous lifetimes of persecution and death
Due to my “knowing” of God and my lives devoted to that knowing
I was probably trying to get through this lifetime
Without sticking out because of my connection with the Divine

Though in the end it was a futile attempt to fit in
Trying to be skeptical like everyone else around me failed
Miracles, love as power, and grace beyond understanding kept showing up
As an energy beyond my mind and a love that never fades

Life’s experiences demanded that I sit in Silence
Demanded I continue to seek peace and balance
Required me to experience present lives full of miracles
Past and present times of connection and deep knowing of God

So here I am, more tempered than I thought was possible
Continuously seeking to release all that does not serve
Living a single-minded commitment to expand consciousness
Knowing the journey is eternal and that arrival is elusive

No one could have told me the journey is the peace I sought
The releasing of all my fears and anger would free me forever
The determination to connect with Divine Source would be met
With the ability to share with others their journeys as well

Aug 21 2019

Pain Comes from Blocked Energy

In meditation, it is Divinely given repeatedly that all imbalances in our lives are due to our inner unseen blocked energy. Imbalances cause all sorts of pain. Pain comes from imbalances including, financial, mental, relationship, emotional, physical, health and professional imbalances, among others. What if you seriously undertook the belief that all things are possible with God/ Divine Source/ The Oneness ? Literally, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain by trying this. What is holding you back from going inside, identifying your own blocked energy and focusing on it long enough to clear it and thereby clear up your life’s imbalances? Even the smallest efforts help. All clearing you do now will release you permanently from those imbalances causing stuck energy.

You actually come into body to clear as much blocked energy as you can in your lifetime. Your major reason for coming into body is to learn you are loved beyond anything you can fully imagine.

You originally took on all you stuck energy in your mind, body and soul. Therefore, because this was taken on in body you have to clear current blocked energy while you are in physical body in this dimension. This does not magically happen when you are out of body! For chronic migraine headaches, cancer, insomnia, shame, anxiety, pain, failing relationships, or depression, etc., unseen blocked energies must become unblocked for full physical rebalancing to take place. Medications and supplements can help you along the way and but they will never fully heal the basic causes of the imbalances you are experiencing.

To begin to truly touch to your blocked energy, you have to face the parts of yourself that are out of balance. When you are out of balance, there is too much dissonance within for you to receive the love that is available to you from Divine Source, from others and from yourself. When blocked energy is present, you keep having repeated imbalances in the same areas until you do the inner work to clear unseen blocked energy that is causing the imbalances.

This approach to healing comes from 38 lifetimes spent in this dimension. We get all the chances we need to clear blocked energy, over and over again, lifetime after lifetime. The shortest way to clear chronic blocked energy is to look inside to determine where to begin. Sit in Sacred Space and ask, “What do I need to clear that is blocking me from wholeness?” You will get the guidance you need but you have to seek it with your intention and commitment to heal. Each time you call for specific clearing in Sacred Space, you will clear some of the blocked energy you have been carrying. Each time you will “lighten your load”.

How to begin. Take my free tutorial to help you effectively name the imbalances you want to address. It is three short sessions under 15 minutes, given over three days, to help you begin to name the trauma energy you are experiencing. Begin this today! This information has been given to me in meditation for 30 years in this lifetime so that all of us in body can learn how to heal major issues we are living with.

If you truly set an intention to heal your anger, your judgement, your fear, your pain or your grief, etc., you will be led in how to do this. If you take a step in this direction all the additional energy and guidance you need will be given. Try these steps for success.

Steps*

Begin with my healing yourself tutorial

Use The Six-Step Spiritual Healing Protocol

Use the new protocol information for chronic imbalances 1 and part 2

These resources offer a cohesive method for healing blocked energy that will work every time you use it. The alternative is to continue with these same imbalances repeating again and again until you face the stuck energy in Sacred Space and command it out of your field. All that I am offering you here has been Divinely given to help you come into greater and greater balance. Share this with others who want more balance in their lives!

The healing you need begins with you. You have to choose to use your free will to focus on what is blocked within and causing imbalances in your life. You are the one to call in the healing and rebalancing you need. No one else can really do this for you. All the help you need however, is available if you begin to call for your own healing of blocked unseen energies affecting you daily. Blessings upon all your efforts!

*If you want more support in this process, get my book, The Six-Step Spiritual Healing Protocol available through Amazon for under $4.00 for the kindle version.

Jul 25 2019

Depression – Becoming Whole Again

When darkness descends, my good feelings get ambushed
They cannot rise, flow, and swirl around me
There is no light energy to cajole me out of my slump

The fear of being depressed doubles the actual energy enveloping me
Pain, sorrow, loss, fear, shame, black energy and utter overwhelm
Swallows up all motivation, stamina, and endurance I would so love to feel

Choices abound but they come with major side effects
Often leading to more draining energies and self-dejection
More fear of being yet again emotionally handicapped

The drugs cover over the depression and do not heal
The endless therapy sessions go mostly nowhere
The road seems void of good, powerful, and lasting solutions

The fear of being overtaken looms around every action
The reality of not being able to get out of bed
Becomes the relentless tug of war to keep pretending I can cope

I ache for a solution that really works
How many more years of dismal, restricting energy
Can a body take? Who is listening out there, anyway?

I so yearn for lightness, laughter, heart warming abandon
I have tried everything I can possibly find
To help me come into lasting emotional balance

There is one who says I can clear for all the blocked energy
Showing up as depression and all the specific symptoms I have
As I fear dipping again into weeks of darkness and loss

She says healing is possible when we work with Divine Source
She says it is my birthright to clear all darkness from my field
She says I could be normal, depression free, and happy again
Should I try yet again to become free from depression?

There is so much of my self wrapped up with depression
I am a total pessimist in one part of me about my chances
But I so want to soar without this albatross about my neck

Who is saying I have to live this way
Things change, I change, I may find a way forward
I may give her stuff a try, even though I am still afraid to really hope

She calls it depression trauma energy and all symptoms
She says I can totally call for the healing myself
She says she can help me find a healing pathway

When this crippling darkness passes this time
I hope I will reach out and seek this healing way
I hope I can find my way to a place someday where I can
Give back to others because I have become whole again

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If you are dealing with depression or any other chronic condition, use these resources. They can help you heal yourself even if you have tried everything! Take this free simple tutorial as step 1 to get you started in naming what needs to heal. For step 2, use the Six-Step Spiritual Healing Protocol as a basic first level clearing with your specific imbalance. Begin step three as you move to deeper chronic root imbalances affecting your specific imbalance. Complete step four and you will have cleared many stuck types of energy at very deep levels regarding the specific imbalance. Then the balance you seek is possible! Give yourself 10 days and if you still have symptoms repeat steps 2,3, and 4. Sometimes repeated healing is needed when you are dealing with chronic issues.

For more information, get The Six-Step Spiritual Healing Protocol book on Amazon.

Feb 21 2019

Healing Chronic Imbalances, Part 2

This is the second part of information on healing chronic imbalances. You might want to read Part 1 before continuing with this post. Healing Chronic Imbalances, Part 1 was published on this blog site last week.

A universal truth for all healing is that the blocked energies you carry manifest as imbalances in your life. All blocked energies must clear to enable your presenting imbalance(s) to permanently clear. A chronic imbalance is a sign that deeper issues are out of balance otherwise the body, mind, or soul would not be manifesting the chronic issue you are experiencing. Clearing blocked root imbalances clears the road to full healing.

This post explores the second set of five root imbalances: karmic curse, free will, gestational and in utero imbalance, collective unconscious links, and personal penance trauma energies. Begin by opening Sacred Space. Use the Six-Step Healing Protocol for your presenting imbalance before you clear for these blocked energies. Speak all words in italics out loud to command more form and power for healing.

These root imbalance issues are most likely needed when your chronic imbalances are not healing. You do not have to know the specifics of a root imbalance to have it heal. The examples given are to help you understand how blocked energies may be affecting you in the present.

5. Karmic Curses are curses you have given your power to over and over again through lifetimes and still believe at some level, these curses have power over you. Karmic curses are frequently lodged at the unconscious or supra-conscious (soul) level so you are unaware of this blocked energy and its impact on you. Example: Feeling insufficient as a parent due to previous failures in your unconscious mind as to your ability to parent well.

I call forth all karmic curse trauma energy manifesting as _________________ (your specific imbalance) and all symptoms to be completed and transformed into Right Relationship with All That Is. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space.*

6. Free will is the right to think, feel, and act as you so choose. This is fine until you experience trauma and imbalance as a result of your present or past free will choices. Free will trauma frequently resides at the unconscious or supra-conscious (soul) level. Therefore, free will trauma energy can manifest in infinite ways without your being consciously aware of this trauma energy you carry. Example: Not healing due to your free will choice, unknown to you, of believing you are not worthy of healing.

I call forth all free will trauma energy manifesting as _______________ (your specific imbalance) and all symptoms to be completed and transformed into Right Relationship with All That Is. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space.*

7. Gestational and in utero imbalances cover the entire range of issues that may have begun in utero and continued through the birth process. As you were not conscious at this time in your life, these imbalances always reside in the unconscious and supra-conscious (soul) levels. Example: Not feeling wanted or loved due to unknown trauma in utero by you birth mother.

I call forth all gestational and in utero trauma energy manifesting as _______________ (your specific imbalance) and all symptoms to be completed and transformed into Right Relationship with Divine Source. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space.*

8. Collective unconscious links are links that affect you because the culture, beliefs and feelings shared by others around a situation are affecting you own point of view. Example: Feeling continually depressed due to those around you (unknown to you) feeling down about taxes, jobs, health, aging, etc.

I call forth all collective unconscious links trauma energy manifesting as ___________________ (your specific imbalance) and all symptoms to be delinked and transformed into Right Relationship with Divine Source. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space.*

9. Personal Penance is a state of mind you bring into this lifetime for continuous punishment of yourself for your past transgressions. This is more binding and extreme than a life contract. This might be at work if you have had a lifetime of illnesses, chronic insomnia or repeated inability to form a lasting relationship with another person, for example.

I call forth all personal penance trauma energy of all kinds contributing to _____________________ (your specific imbalance) and all symptoms to be transformed into Right Relationship with All That Is. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space.*

Keep clearing for each of these 9 possible root imbalances with regard to your imbalance until full healing manifests. Remember, especially with genetic root imbalances, repeated clearings may be needed. Alternatively, use your pendulum to determine which root imbalances you have with regard to your specific imbalance and clear those.

*Quantum space is the space which is seemingly void from which all things are created.

Feb 13 2019

Healing Chronic Imbalances, Part 1

Suppose you have used the Six-Step Healing Protocol or the advanced Divine Healing Protocol (for those will expertise in the former) and you have not gotten the results you want. Rather than thinking you were not heard or did not do something right, the most likely explanation is that more healing is needed. Clearing blocked root imbalances may well be needed before your specific imbalance trauma energy can fully heal. Clearing blocked root imbalances enables full healing.

Below is a list of possible root imbalances that can contribute to chronic imbalances you are experiencing. Four root imbalances are addressed today and five other root imbalances will be addressed in next week’s blog. First use the Six-Step Healing Protocol with your current imbalance before you work on clearing these root imbalances. These root imbalance healings are a second level of healing most likely needed before any chronic imbalances can fully heal. Speak all words in italics out loud to command more form and power for healing.

Root Imbalances Full List

Gene-induced imbalances, karmic debts, life contracts, vows, karmic curses, free will, gestational and in utero imbalances, collective unconscious links, and personal penance energies. To begin working with any of these, always first open Sacred Space.

1. Gene-induced imbalances are those caused by your genetic lines. You can turn on and turn off genes with Divine Support to help you heal from emotional, mental, and physical imbalances.

I call for all genes manifesting as _______________ (your specific imbalance) to be turned off and all genes to be turned on that can help me heal from ________________ (your specific imbalance). I call for Divine healing vibrations for any additional imbalances of the mind, soul, and body due to having carried gene-induced ___________________( your specific imbalance) to be completely rebalanced. Send this healing through my entire genetic line for all living and past who have this same genetic imbalance. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space*. ( This may need to be repeated up to 4 times if different sets of genes need rebalancing.)

2. Karmic Debts are debts that have to be paid due to some deeply hurtful behavior you have exhibited in past lifetimes that you are making amends for in this lifetime. The Lords of Karma keep karmic debt records and review requests for the healing of karmic debts.

I request an audience with the Lords of Karma to request that all karmic debts I am carrying contributing to __________________ ( your specific imbalance) be completed for all time. Thank you for the completion of all these debts for me. I am most grateful. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space.*

3. Life Contracts are developed by individuals in preparation for reentering new bodies. They are intentions with power. Many Life Contracts revolve around punishment, fear of not fitting in, unforgiveness, fear of not being successful, handicapping yourself, etc. Life contracts can only be released by one in body for him/herself or with permission by one connected to the person involved. Life Contracts often need to be released because through spiritual growth you see what is no longer helpful or necessary. Some Life Contracts like those of Ascended Masters are positive and may be created to support healing, selflessness, balance, and service. Not all Life Contracts produce unwanted consequences.

I call for all Life Contracts I carry manifesting as _______________ (your specific imbalance) to be completed and transformed into Right Relationship with All That Is. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space*.

4. Vows are pledges often taken in a religious institution or marriage to state your intentions. You can experience imbalances in your present life from these vows and have no idea they exist because they can reside in your unconscious or supra-conscious (soul) energy. If you took an oath of poverty in a previous lifetime, you may find you cannot make enough money to live on in the lifetime. If you took a vow of suffering, you could be having lots of illnesses in this lifetime. Undesirable repeating patterns in your life can help you determine if you are carrying a vow that is no longer helpful.

I call for any vows I am carrying that are manifesting as _______________ (your specific imbalance) to be transformed into Right Relationship with Divine Source. I call for all detox to be completed in quantum space*.

The remaining topics from the Root Imbalances list; karmic curses, free will, gestational and in utero imbalances, collective unconscious links and personal penance energies will be addressed next week in my blog. Click here to find the second blog post on this topic. Don’t miss it!

*Quantum space is the space which is seemingly void from which all things are created.