pain | Robbins Hopkins

Oct 17 2018

Meanness Abounds

Oh God, I know I have a meanness within me
I know not where it comes from
As I feel it rear its ugly head
I still feel unable to curb it, at all

I am ashamed, so deeply ashamed
It is so familiar, I am painfully stunned to say
I know it too well for I have acted
upon that meanness all too often

I am the master of the preemptive strike
I am quick to lash out
in my total righteousness
I have focus for my anger, only,
For my view of that which is right

I feel untenable shame at my past actions
I need profound forgiveness
for vast amount of meanness and carelessness
I have hurt others through my fiery rage
I have often still felt in the Right
even after my striking out is over

My gnashing and sobbing do not begin to make amends
but perhaps I can start anew
I need to start anew, fresh again
to try and heal the meanness
that I have given my fierceness to
over and over again

I want the meanness and regret
to be cleansed from my energy
I want any love that still remains within
to grow and overflow outwards

I call within and without for this to manifest
For love to override the core of meanness within
I command the cleansing to commence, continue, and complete!
And, So It Is. And, So It Is.

Oct 10 2018

Healing When Feeling Down

When you are feeling down, it is helpful to act like a detective and seek the causes of your low energy. We often just ignore these symptoms and assume the low energy will pass and that it is probably temporary. However, the body talks to us daily. If we stop and listen to our body when we first feel tired or down, we can often get an intuitive knowing about the reasons for the low energy. The ignoring of the down feelings does not make them go away or enable us to truly move on.

If you use kinesiology or a pendulum, you can check specific issues causing the low energy. If you meditate, take the following issues into Silence and seek clarification for what is affecting your energy. Addressing these issues immediately can help you avoid serious repercussions from the low energy. Low energy is a real symptom and it is your body speaking to some imbalance in your system. Here is a list of the most common issues causing down, draggy, or tired energy.

Check your body first

Are you getting :
enough water
Vitamin D3, Vitamin C, iron, iodine and/or kelp
enough sleep
enough protein
enough fresh vegetables
enough time outdoors
enough down time

Are you:
in detox from healing
having an allergic reaction
having insomnia
coming down with a virus or infection
having a recurring pain affecting your energy
reacting to alcohol or drug consumption

Check your emotions

Are you having unresolved or disturbing issues:
with a person
with your body
at work
with unforgiveness, blame, shame, guilt, apathy, anger, fear, grief, pride, desire, etc.
in your dreams
with the way you spend your time
with your self perception
with an aspect of your life
with specific national/global issues

If a physical change can affect your energy, make that physical change immediately. If the issue cannot be directly impacted physically, use the Six-Step Spiritual Spiritual Healing Protocol to clear blocked energies causing you low energy. Then these imbalances will not build up affecting your immune system and possibly causing larger issues.

Example 1

Ramona was having low energy due to a situation at work. She cleared for “not receiving the recognition she felt she deserved at work” trauma energy and all symptoms including low energy.

Elizabeth was having disturbing dreams nightly. She cleared for “turmoil around her relationship with her mother trauma energy” and all symptoms including bad dreams.

Jordan was down about not making enough money to cover his expenses monthly. He cleared for “fear and worry about not being able to meet his monthly expenses” trauma energy and all symptoms including beating up on himself.

Paul was having second thoughts about remaining in the program of study he had chosen in college. He cleared for “having second thoughts about studying theater” trauma energy and all symptoms including having no energy and feeling confused.

Rob was having pain in his left thigh every time he tried to work out. He cleared for “left thigh pain and misalignment” trauma energy and all symptoms including feeling down.

In these situations and many others, when the offending issues were cleared, the energy changed for the better. Further, each person was able to move on from the cause of the low energy and their life took new directions. As long as your body is speaking to you about some imbalance such as low or down energy, you are being called to listen and make the needed changes. If you do not listen, you get louder and louder indications of imbalances in the body until you stop and try to figure out really what is causing the imbalance. Listen to your body. Assume you can affect the changes you want because you can. Use the Six-Step Spiritual Healing Protocol to respond to down or low levels of energy and any other issues you become aware of in the process of paying attention to your body.

Sep 19 2018

I Self-Protect

I walk through my days protecting
Something feels very vulnerable
I cloak myself with ever ready vigilance
Against that which I sense is everywhere present

I feel attack energy ready to slay me
I see myself being irreparably hurt, betrayed, and abandoned
It has happened to others. They suffer
I could so easily be the next one to lose

I present my false self everywhere
I am protecting my real self all the time
I know the difference but I pretend I don’t
I pretend to be who I am not
I feel I need to be someone other than me
Then I may be safe
Then I may escape the darkness seeking me

How did I come to this?
What did I miss?
Why do I persist?
What have I yet to learn?
Where did my trust go?

Oh Divine One, hear my plea
I am lost in this place of pain and suffering
I know not why I have swallowed the fear
Why I have chosen self-protection
Why I have sought to hide
I am weary living like this
I can’t find my happy time

I need to feel your Presence
My connection is so broken
In all this confusion, I can’t find my center
I keep pretending so maybe there is nothing of me really present
Come into my heart and mind
Why is this happening to me?
Am I lovable at all?

Sep 12 2018

Guardian Angel Dialogue

It feels immature to believe in guardian angels
As if I need some kind of safety net that I can’t even see
Like I am not capable of living my life with my own resources
As if I am so deeply unsure of myself that my story includes a guardian angel

No, our presence is not about your lack
It is about your brilliance and your loving center
We hold the space with your soul for expansion
For your peace, health, and wholeness

Even if you do not ask us to help you
We are with you all the time
We are always waiting for a call from you
For whenever you would like help on anything

But if I can’t see you, how can I believe you are there?
I don’t relish believing in something that is made-up
Like Santa Claus or fairies or Easter bunnies
That is all so much nonsense!

I don’t really even believe in God
Not that I tell anyone that
But there is too much pain here
For there to be a God

Ah, but that is why you are in body
To learn the difference between human and Divine energy
To choose to listen to the Knowing within
To learn about your connection with God

With that listening, each will heal from
All heartache and suffering,
All illness and pain

All pain and suffering is humanly created
That is the state of those separated from Divine Source
Seek within, you will find a path to peace and serenity,
Health, wholeness, forgiveness, and balance

I do not know of these things
They concern me and seem very foreign to my life
What if I find a dark version of myself inside
What then?

You have all the chances you need to do this inner seeking
You can do it now, you can do this later
Eventually you will do to this work, one way or another
Seeking within though, is the most direct path to wholeness

The hardship you feel is every bit about being separated from Divine Energy
You live in body and think that is All There Is
That is only a tiny portion of who you are
Your present time is just as it is, so you can heal and expand your knowing

This is the real blessing of being in body
Seize the chance this lifetime gives you
You will never regret a single decision
Made in the context of seeking more peace and wholeness

Truths confirmed by Divine Knowing about Guardian Angels

Guardian Angels can change over time. The change is determined by the issues you are working with and is connected to your level of consciousness and your level of knowing of Oneness.
You must ask for the help you seek, even of Guardian Angels.
All requests are heard and responded to with the most appropriate energy for your soul’s learning.
The primary purpose of your Guardian Angel is to see that you accomplish your life’s purpose. So sometimes, what you think you need is seen differently by your Guardian Angel.
Anything you ask for your soul’s expansion is given but sometimes not in the time frame you expect nor in the way you expect it to be given.

Sep 05 2018

Healing Chronic Pain and Other Chronic Conditions

The National Institutes of Health released research study findings that are helping to elucidate the role of a stress gene in contributing to chronic pain. This means that if you have chronic pain of any kind, the pain may be caused by genetic patterns triggered by stress. This is a ground breaking medical finding in that we have never had conclusive results proving that gene-induced stress leads to chronic pain. It is also great news for those of you using spiritual healing because you can actually call for healing of gene induced stress trauma energy and all symptoms including chronic pain in Sacred Space with excellent chances of healing.

Chronic pain causes deep suffering. Therefore, I want to share my version of how you can clear blocked energy for yourself and loved ones who may be living with chronic pain or one of the other chronic conditions listed below in the healing steps. The pain can be emotional, mental, spiritual, thermal (self-protective) as well as physical in nature. The NIH study was focused on physical pain but other types of pain were indicated by Divine Source that can also be triggered by gene-induced stress.

We have medically significant research connecting gene-induced stress with chronic pain. Further, Divine Healing Entities verified that other chronic conditions including insomnia, anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, Aspergers’s, obsessive compulsive disorder, panic attacks, chronic worrying, Alzheimer’s, dementia, autism, Crohn’s, and Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS) listed in the healing steps below can be similarly linked to gene-induced stress. This is just an initial list and other disorders and imbalances will probably continue to be connected to gene-induced stress trauma energy as research is expanded. You can now use all the steps in this following spiritual healing protocol to manifest lasting healing.

Gene-induced stress trauma energy healing protocol for chronic imbalances.

Open Sacred Space for you and the person you are working with.
I call for all genes to be turned off that contribute to gene induced stress trauma energy and all symptoms, including ______________ (select the imbalance you are addressing) chronic pain, insomnia, anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, Aspergers’s, obsessive compulsive disorder, panic attacks, chronic worrying, Alzheimer’s, dementia, autism, Crohn’s, and Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS) insomnia, etc. for ____________________ (name of person with imbalances).
I call for all the genes to be turned on that can help _____________________(name of person) heal from gene induced stress trauma energy and all symptoms manifesting as ______________ (select the imbalance you are addressing) chronic pain, insomnia, anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, Aspergers’s, obsessive compulsive disorder, panic attacks, chronic worrying, Alzheimer’s, dementia, autism, Crohn’s, and Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
I call for Divine Healing Protocol* for gene induced stress trauma energy and all symptoms for ______________________ (name of person) until such time as all the stress trauma is rebalanced including all symptoms.
I call for Divine vibrational intervention for all parts of the body, where imbalances exists due to gene induced stress trauma energy until such time as all symptoms are in balance.
I call upon Divine Beings working with me to send all this healing which has been received in this dimension back through __________________’s (name of person) entire genetic line as well as out across this dimension for any others suffering in these ways.
I am so grateful to all the Divine Beings working with me in this effort.

* Divine Healing Protocol covers all other potential blocked energies manifesting as gene induced stress trauma energy. This includes healing for all levels of consciousness, all additional blocked energies, from all lifetimes on a continuous basis until all blocked energies are completely clear allowing the imbalances to come into balance.

Let me know as you have success in using this approach with chronic imbalances.